One More Try by Erin Trejo

Author:Erin Trejo [Trejo, Erin]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-01-29T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter 32

Sebastian

Hate and anger, are things I know all too well. The dark always seems to find me.

“I take it you’re the goddamn father by your reaction in there!” Bomber roars when he steps into the waiting room. I drag my eyes up to meet his and I see the rage. The guys all look around but they know shit’s about to get real.

“Fuck you,” I mumble. I’m not in the mood for this shit. I just lost my kid—I almost lost Shannon.

Before I can think about it, I’m being yanked out of my seat by my neck. Bomber’s fist collides with my face. I don’t have it in me to fight back. I don’t have the strength.

I let him hit me. I let him take that anger out on me.

“Enough!” Micah roars, as the guys pull him off me. I wipe the blood that now coats my skin before I look up at him.

“You are a dead man! I warned you. All of you… not to touch her!” He points at me. I might as well be dead. I feel it.

“You know what. I don’t care. Kill me. Get it the fuck over with!” I growl moving toward him. Bullet puts a hand on my chest, forcing me back a step. “I just lost my kid! I could have lost Shannon. You think I give a fuck what you want to do to me!” I roar. Security steps into the room but Dax just moves them along.

“You fuckin’ messed with her and got her pregnant, Bash! You, of all goddamn people! What the fuck!” Bomber is beyond pissed. I know how he feels. I felt it toward myself after that first night with her.

“Fuck you, Bomber! Shannon’s good for me. I may not have wanted that baby at first, but fuck! I came around to that idea. I wanted it! I wanted somethin’ good in my goddamn life! Shan is good! She’s my good! You don’t fuckin’ like it, FUCK. YOU.” I grind my teeth before shoving Bullet off me.

I stalk down the hall toward her room before I actually lose it. I’ve never cried. It wasn’t a part of who I was. Losing my child, that is something no one should ever have to feel. I feel it. Like a lead fucking weight sitting in the middle of my chest.

I walk in and see Shannon crying. My heart breaks further.

“I’m so fuckin’ sorry, Shan.” I move toward her, wrapping my arms around her as best I can. I hold her tightly as she cries. Her body shakes with each sob.

My heart crumbles with each tear she sheds.

“What do I do now? Nothing will ever be the same, Bash.”

“I know, darlin’. I fuckin’ know. I love you so much, Shan. I’m so sorry,” I cry with her. I cry with the woman that holds my fucking heart in her hands. I cry with the mother of my child. A child that we will never see grow up.

I cry with the light that brightens the dark in me.

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